Maybe, maybe...

Here's how it works.

The best of circumstances brings out the worst in some people, while the worst of circumstances brings out the best in some.

Emotions will defy rules in physics. Your heart and brain will stay where they are, but they will feel heavier than usual. You will lose appetite, and yet you are enervated. The mere sight will make your heart beat twice faster.

You will watch people, if not including yourself. You will listen to their stories, and how they strived to earn things and keep things together. But you wish the story stops before they tell the part where begin to lose everything senselessly. And you will wonder how people who have nothing, still lost everything. That's gotta hurt your brain from thinking.

People will tell you to pray. Pray hard. And yes, you will pray, you will pray hard. It cant hurt. But at the back of your mind, you will ask if people hadn't prayed enough. We are all waiting on an answer. We've said our prayers. It's heard, but it's time to live one.