Maybe, maybe...

Here's how it works.

The best of circumstances brings out the worst in some people, while the worst of circumstances brings out the best in some.

Emotions will defy rules in physics. Your heart and brain will stay where they are, but they will feel heavier than usual. You will lose appetite, and yet you are enervated. The mere sight will make your heart beat twice faster.

You will watch people, if not including yourself. You will listen to their stories, and how they strived to earn things and keep things together. But you wish the story stops before they tell the part where begin to lose everything senselessly. And you will wonder how people who have nothing, still lost everything. That's gotta hurt your brain from thinking.

People will tell you to pray. Pray hard. And yes, you will pray, you will pray hard. It cant hurt. But at the back of your mind, you will ask if people hadn't prayed enough. We are all waiting on an answer. We've said our prayers. It's heard, but it's time to live one.

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I see God in the flight of birds
Like little angels lost on earth
I see God in forgiveness
In rain that wipes out all of earth

I see god in sadness
And in the thick air of funerals
I hear god in the silence of empty houses
He is in painful goodbyes
He is the hapiness of a new born child
God is an answered prayer
He is an unsolved mystery
He went away with you
He sits here with me.

God is in sunsets
In the twinkle of the stars
Or in the flicker of skyline lights
God is in the changing seasons
He is in the end of time

God is in my tears
God is in the tears of others
He is in every ocean
He looks over, in every cliff and mountain

Have you seen him?
Have you heard him?

He is in the turning wheels that move us
He is the family we call home
Dont ask me anymore, where God is.
He is everywhere.

And i might meet him now.
When i die too soon...
Or i might see god
In the wrinkles of my face
And i will say
We are still here.
God, i'm still alive!

I wrote this when I was aboard a service vehicle, with a very rash and careless driver. Go figure.